"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I dont know how to describe my feelings right now.
I mean, i was just like blog hopping on my friends' blogs to promote them to be a fiknatic member when i reach his blog. My big round eyes get even rounder. I was like, WHAT THE BLOODY HELL??
OF COURSE, of course there's nothing between us. Of course we are only friends. Of course and both of us knew that. And i know bloody well that your heart is very devoted to Nas. So what? Do i give a bloody care? Of course not. 'Cos shes my friend. And since when you've been "menyayangi", "memanjakan" and all-sorts-of-malay-verbs, at me?? Since when? I never felt that you have given me any special treatment. But yes, you have done what a friend have to do. So what? Is that a big deal??
Well, if you still dont get it, I AM BLOODY MAD AT YOU. For writing that paragraph at your online blog. Dont say that im being unreasonable. I've got the right to be angry. Well, maybe only some one or two of your friends have got wrong impression on us, i guess, but that doesnt meant that you have to explain at them through your blog right? You dont need to publisice it.
Well, i dont. Why do you have to?
There's two groups of my friends saying that you doesnt deserve her. You deserve better than Nas. You deserve someone like me. Well, now im thinking, What is bloody so good of you even. Are you that good yourself , anyway. I DONT BLOODY THINK SO.
Argh. Im just bloody mad. What the bloody shit. AND! I dont need your apologise, anyway. Dont waste my top up card anymore. I dont wish to meet you anymore too. Maybe till we get our results.
Hah~ talking about results, all the best people. May all of us will succeed together.
Chiow!
super kawaii :D
